There are so many elements to this story that it's hard to k..
Added 2023-03-02 07:49:50 +0000 UTCThere are so many elements to this story that it's hard to know what to pull from (or what would even make sense to anyone here). I have this sneaking suspicion that my audience is 50% people from that group and 50% people I went to some level of school with. Which if you fall into that group, know that it's perfectly fine. It'd be weird/delusional to pretend like this was a secret. BUT what I can start by saying is my entire experience in that group I felt like I was attempting to be something I wasn't. My imposture syndrome was never louder than it was when I was trying to become what they saw in me.
