But this was a time when my sexuality was entirely performed..
Added 2023-02-26 05:01:27 +0000 UTCBut this was a time when my sexuality was entirely performed and just a secret even to myself. I had some instinctual sense of what I wanted, but no concept of how to go about getting it. Especially from where I was and who I was with. Because I was unw|lling to admit I couldn't get it if I stayed with him. Which is why an external energy with a desire to have any sense of control over me really made me curious. Even if it was because he had no control over himself.
