The thing that feels different is my instinct. I feel recon..
Added 2023-02-17 05:01:57 +0000 UTCThe thing that feels different is my instinct. I feel reconnected to it. To what is actually a yes and no for my truth and dreams to continue to create this big, weird reality of mine. And it's because for so many years I denied the signals she was sending me. I told myself she had led me astray before and I needed to retrain my senses before leaning into those signals. I told myself I was not trustworthy. So I gave my power to others. I opened to the idea that I have been wrong and that I should push past boundaries and try new. And I did. But there's still a line. Always a line. When the hair stands up and tells you "that's enough". And when you don't listen...it escalates from the hair on the back of your neck to the knot in your stomach to the tension in your neck to the pain in your back to the anxiety in your mind of "what's wrong with me?"
