Here's where I see it. Dead on the floor. Trying too hard. C..
Added 2023-02-03 22:12:25 +0000 UTCHere's where I see it. Dead on the floor. Trying too hard. Completely unconnected to my core. Putting this look on was a first for me (outside the bedroom) and after cutting my hair I was so ready to embrace my masc in myself, my dynamics and lean into this internal daddy I've never worn on the outside. As soon as I got these images back, I didn't see any hint of myself. I only saw a character I was trying to play. And then it really landed. He's fun to play. But not who I want to live as. And THAT'S why the hair hurt. Artistically I love it. Energetically I have fear around the energies it will signal towards me and if they will align with my current quest. *lightbulb*
