UPDATE! Please Read! Hey cuties! I'm sorry I've been off my..

UPDATE! Please Read! Hey cuties! I'm sorry I've been off my game with messages and posting this week, I've been in a hella suck mood lately and it's put a real damper in my productivity. If I can be candid with you guys for a bit, I'm just kind of feeling like a loser; I know it's counterproductive but I can't help compare myself with other gainers who are making it seem so easy to put on weight and produce content and feel like I'm inadequate. I've been pushing myself SOOOOOO hard lately and I'm still not seeing the results I'm hoping for, which is really taking the wind out of my sails. I've always gained weight for my own pleasure, but now I feel like I'm just pushing myself so hard to try and prove I can, and I feel like my original intention of "overindulging because it makes me wet" has been polluted by all this stress; gaining used to be this purely hedonistic, super hot thing I did for fun and now it's become this all consuming obsession. Hitting (and maintaining) 250lbs was a HUGE goal of mine for years and instead of taking in how amazing that should have felt, I just turned my eyes onto the next goal. I'm NOT planning to stop gaining weight, don't worry! I just wanted to let you all know why I've been distant, and why I might go a little easy on myself for a bit. BUT in lighter news, next week my gorgeous gainer bff, Reiinapop will be visiting me and we will be filming together for a WHOLE WEEK! We will be shooting SOOOOOOO much amazing content, and I'll be busy this upcoming week preparing for her visit and the week of her visit of course, so I ~might~ not be as available for messaging for a bit! I WILL be posting plenty of content still though! Reina and I will be accepting custom video commissions with extremely limited availability (which is why I'm only sharing this news with you extra special cuties), you can DM or email me (contact@ero-hime.com) if you'd like to book one. We will also be taking suggestions on what you guys would like to see content wise, but the only guarantee is to commission. I appreciate you guys being so sweet and understanding with me, thank you for being your amazing selves! I'll be posting one of my newest clips for you in a bit (before it's available in clip stores!)