So here's what's been going on. On top of all if this viru..

So here's what's been going on. On top of all if this virus stuff and being sick.. My family has been spit up in a pretty dramatic way. There are MANY details to this story but I don't feel its something I should share with the world, but know that its bad.. My dad and step mom have split up. Mind you they are have 6 kids including me. (all from past marriages) but we all live in one house and were a happy family. Things just got bad VERY fast and ended in the worst way you can imagine. There is no getting back together. Its a done deal. (You'd understand If you knew the story like I did) My dad took my brother and are currently staying in a hotel and I'm here with my step mom and her 4 kids. I'm going to stay here for the next month - 2 months to work and get money together for my dad and brother. Mind you, my dad is out of work due to the virus. He has money to get a hotel room for 1-2 weeks and thats it. After that I'll be the one paying for him and my brother a place to stay. My goal is to get enough money up while I stay here for a house for my dad, brother and myself. I've also put SOO much time and money into my room makeover.. Spent weeks painting and redoing the floor, I feel it was all I waste of time. I also got a new bed and pretty much everything I needed to do this project. I'm just glad I can take it all with me, so thats a plus in this situation I guess. Just know what if you helped with that goal your money hasn't went to waste. I WILL have a content / cam room or space once we get moved. Another thing is, I still have to pay bills here.. So between that, saving for a place to live and taking care of my dad and brother.. Things are pretty stressful. Its a lot for one person to deal with. I am only one person and I don't have all the money in the world. This is where you guys come in. I know I have a good handful of you who I can count on. Or maybe your a new fan and just wanna help me. I am in a really fucked up situation, so I need help. PLEASE order some customs, shows anything from me. YES, these things will be on hold but I promise once I'm in a better situation I will make it worth your wait. Or if you just wanna throw $10-$20 buck my way, it will help! I'm going to try to get back on top of my pay per view massages, so please if you can grab some of those. Anything at this point helps. 💜 I know some of you here probably don't give a shit and just wanna see me post more.. But this is where I've been coming to vent for a bit and it helps me. But I will try my best to get some timeline content out to you guys. Its just really hard to try to be sexy right now. My nerves are shot, I have a lot on my mind and I have A LOT to do.. Did I mention while dealing with all of this I also have to pack my dads stuff? 🥴 so I'm begging you guys please be easy with me right now. 💜💞 You can reach out to me if you wanna give me advice, wanna help or for whatever reason. 😔