***tldr*** I got my content phone taken by the border and it..

***tldr*** I got my content phone taken by the border and it was so late in the morning that I didn't even check or ask for it back...so if you help me...I'm gonna send out something I never thought I was gonna send out...***but please read it*** woke up...and cummies 5 times. and now I'm just sitting here crying in bed...so I don't know if it's cause I'm a slut and god hates me or what...but bad things keep happening whenever I travel...last time it was Alaska air slut shaming me...this time I was stopped by border guards coming back into Canada at 2AM and made to get out of the car and wait in the station for 2 hours while they ransacked my car...I was in my black tube top and a pair of like short pj booty shorts cause they were just comfy to drive in...and easy access for if I got bored...so I was FREEZING...like my nipples were SO hard...I didn't take any pics cause the signs all say no photos or videos inside the station...and then they confiscated my phone and made me unlock it...I was SO embarrassed I wanted to die...I started crying in the station but I didn't want the mean border guys to see...so I just let them look through my phone and one of them started smiling real weird before I caught him...I think they were just playing my content...(not gonna lie...it was kinda hot in a bad way...but I did get turned on a little...) I just felt so unsafe though cause I was all alone sitting in this station with all male guards and they were looking at me be a little slut on the internet...so I just told them what I do...and they asked so many inappropriate questions like "oh how much do you make?" "You really make enough to do all this travelling?" (And I had to explain I have like 5 different jobs on top of OF) one of them had the balls to say something to the other guard along the lines of "these internet "girls" all make money" like he air quoted the word girls with the undertone of slut which like I almost prefer he just called me a slut 🥺 AND THEN to top it off...it was like 4am when I finally was allowed to leave and I didn't have the energy to check if they took anything out of the car....they had flipped through ALL my belongings including leaving my luggage open with my vibrator sitting on top and my like dirty panties I had changed out of and cum a bunch in like just my open luggage...my poor Hornii was left on the ground in the car...***and I realized when I got back and un acked my car that the content phone I use to film things on was missing out of my car!!!*** I'm SO embarrassed that I don't know if I should call them and accuse them of stealing my shit...or if I just like forgot it or got it stolen somewhere...I JUST bought it like a few months ago so I could get clearer videos and stuff for you guys and have a chat phone....now I don't know what to do and this trip has cost me thousands more than I thought it would ...yeah so that's the update...I'm gonna send something out to everyone who contributes the suggested on this post to try and help me get a phone before my Europe trip...which is like SUPER soon and I'm not ready for...I dunno...we'll see how this goes...if I don't answer you for a bit it's cause I'm really upset but trying to pull my shit together