**All Fat Now | May 2024 Weight Gain Film** Don't let the t..
Added 2024-09-26 20:11:02 +0000 UTC**All Fat Now | May 2024 Weight Gain Film**
Don't let the title fool you — it's not meant to imply I'm done gaining weight (as if I could even stop 🥵) . I totally get if you wanna watch this one on mute if it's too early-90s music video for you, but let me tell you what I was going for.
There's something so surreal about changing your body, especially changing it this much. Especially changing it in a way that changes SO much else about you — the way people see you, where you can shop, what you can do, what and how much you eat, what you think about, struggles you have, everything! It really is a full-body full-life head to toe transformation and that always makes me so incredibly flustered. Not to mention how fucking voluptuous I've become — like what the fuck??? 😩 Its like my body knows I want to blush and blush hard, and it said "I gotchu bro" and grew into the most embarrassing fat shape that would have me moaning from morning til night.
So I look at myself sometimes and I just go... holy fuck. Like... this was meant to be a fantasy. I was always into this but it was always meant to be just a fantasy and now look at me. Look at what I've done to the body I always took such pride in. Look how my vanity aches under the weight of my sagging belly. Look how it begs to ache harder. I explore myself a lot. I can't keep my hands off all this fat. I have to wobble, I have to smack, I have to take handfuls and think about just what I've done. It's a celebration... but it's not like any celebration you've ever seen before.
ALSO: I often film these a bit in advance because I don't wanna have to rush the editing, so I filmed this like a month or two ago and good god I feel like I'm noticeably fatter already 🥵
