

Today I filmed my masturbation for the first time. No preview, no front camera — just me, a broken phone, and guessing the angle.
I didn’t wait for the perfect setup. I just knew I wanted to do it now.
Red lingerie, red sheets, massage oil… everything a little messy, but very real.
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I don’t know what comes next, but this feels like the start of something.
Something personal. Honest. Maybe even beautiful in its own strange way
Maybe one day this will be just a memory — a raw little gem from the beginning.
But for now, it’s just me, here, doing this for the very first time.
And you’re here to witness it. That means more than you think.