stripping game :D
so now swipe left !
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yesterday was a big day. full of work till late night (under the light of headlamp).... spent whole day by caring wood, stacking firewood in piles for whole winter (*my superskills in Tetris are now really paying off :D*). and most of the day spent by hammering thousands of mushroom spawn pellets into wood...
body is painful. but happy.
praying for abundance of mushrooms for upcoming years :D
wish you easy going weekend ;) ... everything start to smell so Christmasy!
remember month ago ?
I posted some mirror selfies of my nude body which was bit out of shape...
here is how my progress looks in one month :3 ... just that bumbumbee needs some workout. it is sitting in meditation everyday way too long :D
Wish you good night,
and much Love to You all
feel tender inside now
(*uh now I am looking on those photos again. my boobs got somehow big! :D*)
**WELCOME WEDGIE**
I am BACK :D
I took those photos during my work π ... bit sweaty, moving house before reconstruction. (*for sure, I am becoming master in heavy lifting*)
Past weeks were a rollercoaster. In middle of november I left for very intense 10 day meditation retreat (vipassana). they took first day our phones and gave us them back on last day. first message i read on my phone was from mom that my beloved granny died... and that next day is funeral.
It were very emotinal days and i took few more days out of internet to process all feelings, emotions. Took time for a grief, to say goodbye to my granny...
I feel like everything what wanted to be felt and expressed got its space. ... Now I feel so much grattitude and happiness. For my granny. For my family. For life i live.
thank you so much for being with me <3
hope you all are having nourishing days. and that upcoming Christmas time gonna be for all of you peaceful and based in heart space.
Life is too short. Lets live it to fullest and with all its colours <3
Two smiles for you.
I guess you gonna love them :3
(... ehm... I feel bit embarrassed. but I got so horny to just watch myself like this π₯΅ π₯΅ .... sounds weird to be turn on by watching myselfπ³. I think I will never get used to it)
in bed with my favourite instrument - kalimba β€οΈ
do you play on something too? let me know :) very curious :D
especially if there is some piano enthusiast in between of you
(* does something like piano fetish exists? if yes, I can include it among my fetishes* π€)
ok. today, in end of the day, I should be coming back home from my vipassana retreat ...
but...
if you will not see answer on your message for couple more days. don't worry <3 .. there is some chance that I will need to take some time to recover... because last time I attended vipassana I had totally distorted sense of time. I couldn't say difference between 3 minutes and one hour :D plus I was literally tripping - having visuals and was just laughing on sun for some days :D :D :D ... so it is possible that this time I will also need few more days to recover, before I open my phone.
thank you for staying with me,
Much LOVE
and enjoy bathtub time :3 :D (oh I love GIFs so so much!)
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self-timer can be pretty challenging. especially when you got just two seconds to jump into chair and make a pose. ... lol. ... had lot of fun with that π€£π€ͺ
hope you enjoyed :D
and wish you lovely day
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ok. this is bit weird. and I look like weirdo :D. I know.... BUT!
*or maybe BUTT*? π€£π€£
I had really lot of fun with these last weekend and thought that maybe you can have at least a good laugh :D lol :D ...
spoiler: my mom (she took the pictures) wanted from me to open bottle of wine... but oh god. the bottle opener was a bit useless and I did not have enough of strength to pull cork out :D
**so I put my pants down and put bottle in between of my strong tights to open itπ« **
... did not work out too. lol... so in the end my brother opened it :D :D
my family knows that I share nudes on internet. I shared that fact few weeks ago when I came back home for a visit. ... it feels so good to be open and share my life with family openly. and also being accepted by them, whatever I decide to do. feeling grateful <3
Much Love and hope you have around you also loving people who accept you as you are βΊοΈ
this photo makes me crave to eat pomegranate.
maybe because I eat pomegranates only naked
that's an ultimate pomegranate rule (!)
this post capture have way too many pomegranates π¬π€£
Wish you Much Love and have a good start of your weekend :))
ok. here is one more double exposure polaroid to gaze in :D I have really big joy in making them :3
plus funny story from Sunday: ... My dad took my polaroid camera and made a dickpic. he was doing poker face like nothing happened and mom was laughing over all kitchen. lol.
I guess polaroids were made for naughty pics :D they're somehow calling for that :D .... no?
one with legs in knot and dirty feet π«’
I am bit fascinated by feet fetish. it is for me pretty new discovery, that so many men love them :D
so... what about you? tell me :))
| *mom's lesbian friend*
| *crawling under dining chair*
| *small dog perspectives*
hope you are into poetry and sneaky photos π€ͺ
I love to write haiku poems β€οΈ
curious if you would like to read more of my instant poetry :D (?)
ok. NO SHAME.
these photos I took recently.
In past weeks I gain lot of weight from all stress I had. I cope with my stress by overeating and spoiling myself with chocolate. not proud of that. because I really like to treat my body well, so it stays happy and healthy....
why I share these photos is because I wanna share real me. and it is not all time happy, pretty, and in form. But it is how it is and I am trying to love myself in every shape and mood.
I am curious how are you with self-love and self-acceptance.
Do you have parts of yourself you are not proud of and are hard to accept and love?
Curious to hear from you :)
Much Love to you. And don't forget.:
*YOU WORTH
YOU ARE LOVABLE
AND YOU DO GREAT*
:)